Sunday, April 11, 2010

The Pain in my forehead is extreme.
I feel as if there is a fight over me...being torn between two unseen sides.

I know where I belong, where I want to be, who I am, and who I will be...My Will!


And yet it seems as if it may not matter what I will because the fight over me seems to rage.

I walked away from them long ago, it was their desire...They didn't want me. The lies they tell ring loud.

I believe they are determined to destroy me, to eliminate me because I am not the weakest link they said I was...

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

My Once light heart is now heavy.
Where light once reigned only darkness remains.
Burning words have turned to ice.

All I feel is their malice.
All I know is aloofness.

Monday, March 29, 2010

No where to turn. Feeling quite spurned. Can't figure out what to do as my stomach churns. Dark mood, Dark pain reaching a crescendo of epic proportions. Wanting to rage, desiring to run. Wondering if prevailing is worth it at all.